Beauty Tukura Reveals Intense Mental Struggle And Near Suicide After Big Brother Naija Disqualification Shocked Fans Worldwide

 

Former Beauty Tukura, who earned the title of Miss Nigeria 2019, has bravely revealed how the backlash following her disqualification from Big Brother Naija plunged her into one of the darkest periods of her life. During a candid appearance on the podcast BeyondWithEzinne, she described how public scorn and personal shame combined to leave her feeling completely isolated.

She admitted that the emotional heat from the moment of her dismissal became overwhelming, explaining that every attempt to express herself felt futile because critics wanted only to “crucify” her. She shared that this level of pressure left her believing nothing she could say would make sense in the face of unrelenting condemnation. The sense of shame grew especially intense when she came to the realisation that she could not even muster the courage to face her own parents. According to her account, they reached out with reassurance and love, aware of her sensitive nature and aware that she was breaking down.

Beauty says she cried every day under the weight of the judgment she perceived from strangers — the vitriol she absorbed became too much and pushed her toward a near‑final decision to end her life. “I was thinking of ending it. I almost actually committed suicide,” she confessed. Support, she says, came only from a handful of fans around the world whose kind messages made a noticeable difference and offered a glimmer of hope.

In retrospect she calls that episode the lowest point of her life, but she emphasises that she has emerged from it determined not to repeat the same mistakes. She now chooses to focus on the positive messages and the love she received rather than the backlash. She expressed frustration at online commentators who she believes refuse to allow for personal growth; rather than offering space to learn and evolve, they punish mistakes with unrelenting severity.

Her story is a stark reminder of how mental health can be severely impacted when personal failings are thrown into the public arena. It’s also a message of recovery, resilience and the importance of support — whether from family or an encouraging community. Despite the misstep that triggered her crisis, Beauty Tukura’s narrative now leans into accountability and change. The incident has become for her a turning point: the lowest moment has now become a foundation for greater self‑understanding and a commitment to move forward.

Her wider message is clear: mistakes happen, but with the right support and mindset the damage can be survived; harsh condemnation need not define a person’s future.